hardcore comes to me in my desperate need for something to help me. this music means more to me than anything
did anyone read my long ass post that i deleted earlier?
i will probably do something really stupid tonight.
some things i hate about life
why does facebook tell me when people changed their profile pictures then show me like 40 tiny pictures. fuck that. why is all lunch meat bigger than any kind of bread. i always gotta play origami with that shit to make a decent sandwhich. stupid. WHAT THE FUCK IS HARD STYLE?. there are people that dont like pantera. 20 nuggets from mcdonalds is 4.99 and 10 are 4.50 ish. if you can afford to spare...
i have too much beer for my own good… good thing their vortex bottles. vortex footballs were sick. cooler than these bottles. the beers preety dope thou. ill prob loose friends on facebook tonight. or in general.
writing this scavenger hunt list, drinking and listening to the early november. trying to make sense of the things going on in my life. maybe a drunken post later.
and i wonder if im alone, in your head.
the early november
is too perfect right now.
Im getting beer and me and Mikey are gunna finish the scavenger hunt list. Then im going to write a huge post about exactly why I’ve been acting the way I’ve been.
So much on my mind I can’t recline Let’s rewind to the days when everything was fine, there was a future In our lives now it’s gone and I wanna know what changed, Nothing to lose, everything to prove, Everyone around me is out get you, This is all we’ve ever had, If it’s the end of the road, don’t look so sad,
my mind is going a million miles a minute.
I need out of my house and to get my mind on something else. Im going crazy with thinking and I cant take it
i try too hard.
actually had some decent shit in this…. i think im gunna go shred allentown…
my entire contribution to the video at 18 sec haha i miss these days
I should remember
Everytime I have massive amounts of caffeine I get panic attacks when im stressed about something.
Light that smoke, yeah, one for giving up on me And one just cause they’ll kill you sooner than my expectations To my favorite liar, to my favorite scar (to my favorite scar): “I could have died with you” I hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle - confess (So bury me in memory) Now ash yourself, yeah, out on the insides, said I loved you but I lied Let’s play this game called...
For the record
I don’t like Tyler the creators music. That’s just my opinion. But the way he is like with the vmas and the way he’s handled fame I think he’s a respectable person for anti mainstream culture…. even thou he is mainstream… kinda. Hes drug free plus he shreds and that’s what’s up.
On that note
Going to bed. Shit mood. Hopefully I can sleep. Doubt it. I fucking hate this. I miss you.
I wanna go back to the days where I skated everyday went to shows every weekend and nothing else mattered. When I was happy. I never experienced heart break yet, I only worried about what spot I was gunna skate the next day and how we were gunna get beer over the weekend. No bills, no girl problems, no 9-5 just skateboarding hardcore and friends. Life was so much better in 11th grade. I...
i just wanna turn my brain off. this fucking sucks.
Well, I’m willing to break myself, to shake this hell from everything I touch. I’m willing to bleed for days my reds and grays. So you don’t hurt so much
This is a Gin & Tonic appreciation blog.
I have the dumbest thoughts ever. I wish I had one of my friends to talk to